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For a year now I've been out of job, except for 5 weeks this summer when I worked at the tourist office in Växjö. I bless those weeks, for the sense of feeling useful and for earning some money - the result came now in September and I took the chance to do some necessary shopping :)

But it's hard to send away applications and all that you get from it is a bunch of "No thank you"-s :( It's really tough for your self-confidence. And because so much time has passed since my studies, I start to doubt on my knowledge and my skills. Some days I feel down and miserable and some days I feel better, and then I ought to do so much that I haven't got time for it!

Like today - but Mondays use to be good days because then I have the choir, that makes me go out and meet some people. But there are so much I should do today, and I haven't even done half of it - so I better speed up and stop writing here...